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woooooooo</3 [21 Oct 2004|06:12pm] [ mood | GAG ME ] [ music | from here on out <3 silver ] ;cool i never update in this anymore bc im always grounded off line and plus my computer keeps messing up so whateverr.. schools been stupid as usual but i like going to see my friends <3 ;wow, i miss playing OR haha that game is the best exspecailly when erin makes up her detailed stories bc its prob the funniest thing ever! haha i feel sick to my stomache and didnt eat today .. ehhhh </3 im mad too so whateverrr words are like weapons

[06 Oct 2004|03:27pm] [ mood | megaa boredddd ] [ music | my silhoutte <3 a second chance ] no one looks at my journal anymore bc im grounded off the computer and my internet explorer doesnt work too well haha or at all to be exact </3 !@# went homecoming shopping with courtney <3 it was tiring haha i dont like shopping much so yeah it was nerve racking but i got a nice dress, shoes, jewlery and such that was a lot of money for just one night haha people better like <3! #@! school is bad .. i have horrible grades and i hate the people bc they think they are whoa cool and they arent thanks.. blah idk i hope it gets better buuut my fucking birthday is in 33 mother fuckin lovely dayss! <3 canNOTwait <3333 idk what im doing in the near future .. partying it up with shhhheerrrryyy possibly haha <3 well im outtie ;] 1 __  words are like weapons

[27 Sep 2004|06:05pm] [ mood | ughh </3 ] [ music | a give away <3 heartless ] ;blah whatevv happened at the football game was prob humiliating so idk people keep reminding me .. but i had fun and made lots of new friends hah so yeah thats all that matters to me so yeah .. ;school is not cooool </3 i just kind of sit there and get bad grades haha i know i failed exam 1 in cranes and i already have a D in there eehhhh </3 im at the library doing my homework and i never update bc my computer is all ed up at home .. so yeah im outtie <33 words are like weapons

blahhh </3 [16 Sep 2004|05:10pm] [ mood | out my lifestyle ] [ music | my heart is the worst kind of weapon <3 fall out boy ] i dont update anymore bc my internet at home doesnt work ..so i update at the library bc im coool <33 school is .. i climbing steps everyday and i keep getting lost even tho were in to a week of school hahaha yeah :[ haha the bus is bc everyone thinks they are cooler than me and they arent yeah.. i get so much homework and i never do it bc i dont pay attention in class and all the coool people in my classes keep getting switched :[ pooo and erin isnt in any of them till next semeseter .. whatevvv well im outtie <33 no one reads this but k byee words are like weapons

[08 Sep 2004|02:21pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | nothing ] havent done much .. went to orientation today <3 it was cooool? lol idk i had fun seeing people .. my classes are and so are the locations haha tomrrow is the firstday of school .. rip summer 04 haha :[ it was a good one <3 1 __  words are like weapons

man .. [30 Aug 2004|06:06pm] [ mood | dead fucking tired ] [ music | further seems forever <3 the sound ] ;8/28 .. amandaas party. we ate played games danced and played jail break. taylor alicia and we invited tim over and he brought us alcohol haha oh my i dont really want to get into it. it was 4 am and yeah.. woo.. i was screaming "GIT R DOOONE!" and taylor would go woooo! hahah everyone was like sleeping and i turned on all the lights and danced ahaha then i did a backflip over the couch and fell asleep <3 from here on out broke up .. this is me sad </3 i loved them alot-o! school starts in 9 gay days :[ why the hell would i want to go back, my summer is the best <3 haha 2 __  words are like weapons

mmm </3 [27 Aug 2004|12:40pm] [ mood | bored like wow ] [ music | blue sky mile <3 ] id do absolutley anything to start my summer over </3> again </b> bc in softball my cousin decides to throw a bat to someone and i was running by and it hit me and i couldnt breathe haha this one doesnt hurt as much as the first time ;tonight my mom and i are going school clothes shopping at the mall and hopefully she lets me stay there afterwords :] tomrrow is claries and amanda's parties .. im going to both bc im cool <3 well im tired, so im outtie <3 words are like weapons

wow ive been gone forev-er [22 Aug 2004|09:47pm] [ mood | tired of youu ] [ music | brand new <3 my nince rides a shot gun ] ;well my computer got messed up and the internet wasnt working so i couldnt really update so yeah .. ive been with erin alot lately and yes we've been have tons of fun <3 erin brandon and i found a bird! <3 :] we named it minze after erin and i's favorite drink then it died today and im sad like wow .. i loved our bird .. for real! we made songs with him/her, made it dance, made it a house then got it a bird mansion! man that bird was the shit :[ ;today i went to my grandmas and i walked to kyles and we swam :] then we watched a movie and i had to leave to go to my cousin alex's 7th birthday party .. swam there too haha :] then i had softball and we ran suicides .. yay? no .. now i hurt </3 well im just happy my computer is decent again and idk what im doing tomrrow and suchh so im outtie <3 rip minze, i fucking love youuuu words are like weapons

whoaaa <3 [15 Aug 2004|08:50pm] [ mood | fuck-tired ] [ music | soco amaretto lime <3 brand new ] ;yesterday erin picked me up and we hung at her house and watched movies and suuuchh then i went with her to her tumbling practice for cheerleading then we came back ate pizza and suchhh and waited for taylor to come <3 ;taylor came and we were going to prank boph but he knew it was me :[ haha! so yeah we talked to boph and his frnds then we drank .. oh myy was this interesting <3 taylor was telling everyone she wanted to have sex with them and she ran outside in her undies and was screaming in the rain .. erin was laughing and doing back hand springs saying do they like my undies!? and i was standing on a chair screaming brand new songs <3 haha i was on the phone with quite a few people .. drewy and matt, tim, boph, dan welzel .. maybe thats it, i have no idea but i did fall alseep haha that was after i was on the phone with tim and we were having 'story time with sarah' hahah <3 mm, we played dance dance for a little then fought with erins brother and his ugg friends then we talked on the phone more and then we played OR a lovely game erin and i made up during ourr camping adventure hahaha <3 the absolute best game evvvvvvvv-er! then we fell asleep <3 today we watched the exorcist <33 buuuuuuuuuuut i fell asleep haha i have muchooo fun with them haha 5 __  words are like weapons

fuck gay [12 Aug 2004|07:38pm] [ mood | fuck mad ] [ music | blue sky mile<33 ] ;slept at erins .. i think we had a lot of fun in mcdonalds haha. <33 'i think hes cute from behind ..' 'yeah then he turns around!' wednesday, i went to fill my sink to do the dishes and i forgot about it and walked away, then when i came back to the kitchen, the sink was like a water fall and the counters were covered in water and everything and i tried to clean it all up buttt i didnt do it too well and when i came home today my mom flipped out and said im stupid and i didnt say anything bc she already grounded me so i didnt wanna make it worst haha <3 words are like weapons

yeeay ..<3 [10 Aug 2004|08:27pm] [ mood | hurt, everywheree ] [ music | wanderer's guild <3 armor for sleep ] ; mm i've been going to taylors alot <33 we slept in the mother fucking camper-o again :] haha this time is was whoaa-hot but atleast i slept haha ;erin came this time <3 we went online and ate and suchh it was fun and hopefully some weekend in the near future, we're going camping .. and i cant wait bc, camping is almost as cool as i haha jk guess who has a bruised rib .. me so fuck out! </3 anddd, i cant spell.. latter!? jesus! i think 2nd grade's calling me <3 words are like weapons

fucking brunt like nobody's business .. [08 Aug 2004|07:54pm] [ mood | burnt like whoaa ] [ music | funeral for a friend <33 ] ;mm friday i went with amanda davis to rw's for that concert thingyy .. and i kind of left amanda bc she was ditching me for mikey and i hung out with taylor, fred and others and met up with other kids and taylor suggested that we hang out saturday so we did .. ;saturday i went to taylors .. i got dresses up like a little emo girl hahaha .. in a trucker hat and taylor's size 4ish shoes and my feet have the worst blisters ev-er! we walked around and shit and slept in her camper <33 mm yes ;today we went on her amazing boat and i almost fell off thanks to people not telling me about the waves coming .. :[ then i got burnt ALL over my face and arms .. no lie .. its horrible. andddd we went tubing which ill nev-errr do again mmm prob bc i was on the verge of dying when the life jacket was tied around my neck and i fell under and noone knew .. :[ then i got my toe stuck .. and i slipped and fell down the boat seat and my knee hit my tooth .. jesus im a wreck hahah i loved it tho .. mmm then we went home bc i need sleep bc last night i got 2 hours of sleep in the camper .. mmm well im outtie <3 words are like weapons

[05 Aug 2004|03:53pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | nothing .. yes ] ;mmmk id just like to say what the fuck, why do people think others try to be cool when they do something they find funny? and if you dont like something, dont comment and say something .. stay out my life if you dont like me/ my friends/ the pictures i take/and the shit i do .. id really appreciate if you didnt talk to me,i/m me, get people to i/m me, or comment in journals of mine or my friends k, thank you goodbye 4 __  words are like weapons

[03 Aug 2004|08:36pm] [ mood | laughing .. ] [ music | coheed <3 al the killer ] ;mm yesterday i went to kates and we walked to meet maegan. maegan came over and we hung out and ate food haha then kate watched summerland and shit and maegan and i took pics haha fun fun .. we also pranked way many people <33 good time this is us .. being gay <3 :] ( amazing pictures ) words are like weapons

fun with the fam <3 [31 Jul 2004|11:51pm] [ mood | amazed ] [ music | brand new <3 sudden death in carolina ] ;last night my sister came at 12:30 and woke me up and i was like hi then went to sleep bc i dont like waking up in the middle of the night-o so the next morning we woke up and talked and i took a shower .. ; my mom's bf and nick came over and we all went to my grandma's fuck early and we went the the AMISH MARKET! <33 yes yes! i fucking love it there and i bought fudge candies bc thats what maria and i wanted ; mm nick and i got bored so his dad and us went out on their boat to catch crabs for my grandpa .. and i was screaming bc i was fucking scared so nick was making fun of a rap song going 'they made new 20 dolla bills becuz i got all da old onezzz!' and we laughed like wow-o ; hmm they nick, my moms bf and i went golfing .. like real 18 hole golf and i sucked but it was enjoyable to hang out with a dad like figure haha yeah .. then we all went back to my grandmas and said byee to my sister ;my grandpa said 'hot daaaaaaaaamn!' and i looked at him and went what the hell and laughed like an idiot ;mmmmmmm then i walked to kyles <33 :] in the heat! and we went swimming and eric and matt were there .. and then kyle and i watched stand by me bc i made him and just hung out just me and him since we havent in a long ass time .. ;then i hung in my 'hood .. and plan on doing it tomrrow too plus getting my swim on ;] and now i need my sleep so goodnighttys :D 2 __  words are like weapons

wow-o [30 Jul 2004|08:07pm] [ mood | funnnnaaay <3 ] [ music | the bled <3 ] summers been going pretty good <3 :] ;been hanging out with e-bomb lately .. same old stuff that we usually do haha and still having fun-o too! :p ;my sister might be moving back with us .. that could possibly be a good thing .. but then again it could not ..?!? ;um haha i get pleasue out of dropping friends .. bc they like to make up things while fighting with my friends so i lose friends but aw look i didnt lose the one you wanted me to lose .. haha what the fuck-o ;my mom and i have been getting along lately, oh i know its surprises me too .. and hasnt grounded me since i've been home:] much-o fun i've been having .. ; kyle told me that i state the obvious overly much haha i agree! and just for those people who stopped liking me .. haha thanks, just lets me know faster who was my true friend in the first place ..<3 words are like weapons

[28 Jul 2004|09:09pm] ( can you say pimpin?! ) 2 __  words are like weapons

so fuckin tired .. [27 Jul 2004|07:42pm] [ mood | dead fucking tired ] [ music | grand theft autumn <3 fall out boy ] hmm .. yesterday i sat around basically all day online doing nothing until erin came on and we made plans and shit for me to sleep there <3 when i got to erins we walked around and went to heritages then hung out with courntey, her cousin, rodger, dan, sean, and other kids. we walked to mcdonalds and around the woo and shitt .. all i remember was that i was just walking in my sandals and im was like "OUCH! what the fuck! omfg that fuckin hurt so fuckin bad!" and rodger turned around and went 'um.. what happened?' and i looked back and saw that i walked right into these little metal stumpy things and 3 of my toes were purple .. and hurt like wow-o. then finally we were back by erins house and hung out with boph joe and shane and the cops came .. taa daa.. thats what we did outside .. back at erins, we sat on the couch and talked about kyle joe and dean haha and then we went online and talked to people .. matt klotz told us to call and like 10 minutes later we realized we didnt call yet and it was like 1ishh so we called and mike tuthill picked up and we talked to him and ate trix and me and erin were saying stupid shit to him like "im going to have 2 fridges when i get older .. one for food and one for alcohol and the one for alcohol will be bigger! :]" and i was trying to eat the trix and laugh at the same time and milk went all over. after that erin and i drank while we talked to mike. oh man id just like to say maybe its just me and erin but we have some fun when we drink together.. <33 we got off the phone with mike after i told him he was my bf and at the wedding my hair would be done like bam bam hahaha.. erin called david and sang to him .. it was fuckin hilarious <33! then i called steve and erin did cartwheels and fell in peoples yards lmao .. oh man. then erin fell asleep and i was on the phone with steve till 5:30 and i bored him so we got off the phone and i went to sleep .. then erin woke up and we went upstairs to sleep .. hah yeah then today we walked to the woo again and to mcdonalds .. thats it <33 always a fun-o time with e-bomb! <33 :p 1 __  words are like weapons

[25 Jul 2004|12:53pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the transition <3 hawthorne heights ] yesterday at the mall .. i saw kyle and joe <33 after one month and 24 dayss   but it wasn't fantastic-o bc erin and dean weren't there </3 2 __  words are like weapons

[23 Jul 2004|12:47pm] [ mood | sober ] [ music | hawthorne heights ] "yeah, but, hes got a big penis.." "SARAH!" "what?" "i dont care!" "I like jesse, sike" "...YOU LIKE JESSICA SIMPSON?!" "EW! hes got a fang?! not fangs, but a fang?!?!?!" "you were like whoa.." "no, i didnt say whoa, i said whooooooooooooooaaaaa!" cheese and mustard sandwhichs "say, 'im serious' erin, what kind of sandwhich do you want?" then erin types to steve "im serious, what kind of sandwhich do you want?" "he probably thought we were going to a Deli or something.." "um, a deli?" sarah throwing up in the sink. erin- "did you just throw up?" sarah- "yeah! i cant drink anymore! it was nasty!" damn whiskey, man-o! "tight pants, idk y and lip rings make me cream my pants" "guys in tight pants makes me melt" words are like weapons

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